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 “No Jake, run!” I woke up screaming. I had another dream about Jake, but after the hospital incident I only saw him in my dreams. “Shut the fuck up over there! I’m trying to sleep you stupid shit!” my father yelled. I just don’t know how to please him. I try to be the model child he wants me to be, doing all that he tells me even when it’s something against my morals. I just want us to be happy now that mommy is gone.   I’m trying to go back to bed, but something won’t let me. My mind keeps on flashing back to Jake. How is he? Where is he? Did my father try to send him away again? “S

Chapter    Two Even in her casket she looked like an angel, now she is one now. She always told me about heaven and hell. Good people go to heaven while the bad go to hell. She was an amazing person and I know she is going to heaven, while I will be heading to hell soon. My dad didn’t let me say anything at her funeral. I was to be quiet before I embarrass him in front of his friends. He never introduced me to anyone, so no one knew I was his messed up kid. I know he doesn’t care, its just much easier for him to say its my fault. Now I’m here stuck with the man who makes my life miserable. I just want

Chapter One As I see myself in the mirror, I try to see the young girl I was before any of this happened. She never comes, she always stays in that corner. I try to touch her but she runs faster and faster and I can’t keep up. I break down and start to sob, then someone reaches out to me. It’s a hooded man, his hand feels cold and bony. As I look down I see my hand disappearing and I start to panic, then I wake up. The first thing I look at are my hands. Its there but my wrists are bleeding again. Even in my sleep I have to cut myself. My palms are sweaty and I’m afraid my mother will see my sheets covered in blood. I pus